I waked up with headache and bad mood in this morning by suffering the pain of muscle obtained from the hard work at weekend that moving nearly 4 tons of bulky brisk for my friend. I realized that I am aging and lack of excersie. The bad feeling was accompanying with me for the whole day and brought the bad luck for me. I broke a valuable part on a specific device. Although everyone said "No worries" to me today, I still feel extremely frustrated for p erfomance today. Beside the terrible experience for today, another evil is waiting for me ahead that it is the group meeting. I have to squize something to report in the meeting to prove that they will not pay for nothing back. Frankly speaking, I got nothing good for reporting. There will be another round of blaming waiting for me. I think I should take a week off to fresh my mine and rethink what I am doing. Just a thought.